Monday, April 9, 2012
On the Nine - April
It's the ninth of the month:
Shamelessly stolen from ****April**** , even though she hasn't done one, in a while .. perhaps this is her challenge ... haha!!
I miss Listening to his voice .. calming; it's been a long time since I have heard that.
Loving - that I may actually be finding the beginnings of my balance. I'm figuring out my job, physically I am getting stronger (my running feels so good!), I feel like I am more present at home
Thinking - I should be opening my work laptop and get some work done before I watch another Mad Men episode ... decision, decisions!
Wanting - summer to be here. I want to be basking in the sunshine and warm weather .. I am so finished with cloudy, rain and cold
Needing - to learn more, I'm hungry and the knowledge can't come quick enough
Manic Monday
So here is an old theme that was fun to do. To find it click here .. and go back into the archives!
If you could go back in time what would your current day self tell your 18-year-old self?
Self, stay true to yourself. Stay focused on what you want, grow yourself and stay in college.
Name one thing you could do to improve any important relationship in your life.
If you were guaranteed honest responses to any three questions, whom would you question, and what would you ask?
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Thursday 13 for March
Last Thursday of March .. here we go! Click here to play:
Happy Thursday!
Sunday, March 25, 2012
The little moments ..
So, another birthday has come and gone, and once again I am reminded how lucky I am.
2012 came with so much change, and often times I am caught in the superficial drama of life.. but when we stop and just look at what matters most, I quickly realize who and what matters most to me.
My teenagers surprised me on my birthday by taking me on a sunset picnic dinner at Schoodic Point. It was by far one of the best birthdays ever!
We took over 500 pictures .. teenage girl has taken over my camera. I didn't realize she was taking these pictures, and had a great chuckle when I started previewing the pictures the next day.
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Growing Old on T-13
13 Indications that you are growing old:
1. Realizing that the age gap of 12 years is just too big when you're going to be 46, and he 34
and knowing he's 54 and you're 46 is not so bad! (OMG~ that's a 20 yr gap!)
2. Pandora music selection is always on 60's, 70's and 80's
3. OMG .. I'm the youngest of four, and I'm going to be 46
4. Recuperating from long runs take so much longer now
5. PAIN in the hips .. consistently
6. Better empty that bladder before any type of cardio workout!
7. Be mindful of what you eat ... or else you'll be making noise when you walk!
8. Gray hairs .. not always on your head?????????
9. Your teenager says "Mom, stop talking, I'm going to put you in a home"
10. Love talking to my mom .. and she is going to be 77!
11. Seeing your hairdresser for color every four weeks .. because those damn grays are popping up more
12. Wrinkles and parentheses ... I'm not talking about ironing or English grammar
13. lastly, always driving the speed limit
Happy Thurday!
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
T13 for the Month of February
It's the last Thursday of the Month .. so It's time for a different T-13 .. click here to play:
Current Scent: I was in one of the hotels, and those little bottles .. they had a lemon-ginger body lotion, shampoo and conditioner set ... note to self: look for it!
...I know my heart will never be the same, but I'm telling myself I'll be okay. Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger ..
Movie I saw: I watched Bridesmaid for the second time .. quite hilarious
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Sunday Stealing for Today
Happy start of a new week!
Thursday, February 16, 2012
A February Thursday 13
It's time for Thursday 13 again! To play, visit here!
This is by far my favorite meme ... and today I stole the random questions that People magazine ask their celebrity of the week:
It's all about the Last ..
... Thing I cooked - Stuffed salmon and grilled red peppers and asparagus ... YUM!
... Work out - was super intense, I'm seeing muscles in places I didn't know existed!
... Person I kissed - well.. honestly .. last person I kissed? I didn't do the kissing.. he tried, 3 weeks ago
... Hangover - I think it was early December after a Christmas party .. not a good night!
... time I cried - again with the cry question ... tonight .. talking about ..my dad, she asked "do you miss him?" and then she looked up from her paper ... I don't know, what do you think?
... Item bought for my house - FINALLY a new sofa set ... yay!!!
... I stole - a glimpse of that man , yesterday (I wasn't stalking, he was parked next to my house)
... I cursed- hah! Probably today .. more like WTF?! as I was texting ( I only use those bad words when I am mad!)
... thing I returned - a red box movie that was never watched
... Song I sang - "I heard you've been asking about me, from some of my friends .. well, you better believe I'm not going through that again .. (name that tune!)
... Time I laughed - Yesterday ... I was at Fenway Park ... AWESOME!!!!!
... Gift I received - several bags of trader joe's trail mix .. my sister is so cool
... Text I sent - "this is the man I am looking for - but only if he is whole and ready to be the man I know he can be"
Happy Thursday ... Spring is around the corner!!!
Thursday, January 26, 2012
What I should be doing!
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Thursday 13 - month of January
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
eating again!
I haven't stopped eating today and now I feel just plain gross.
Tomorrow I must go back to clean eating .. okay, not 'clean' eating .. but healthy eating.
So help me again .. I stopped at Massimo's and bought fresh cinnamon bread .. he bakes the best bread EVAH! ... really, he actually makes the best Italian food .. his bread dipped in his spicy marinara sauce .. ohhh.... I also bought some of his chocolate biscottis ... ahhh! I know the calories in the ones I bake with whole wheat flour and healthy stuff ... I can only imagine the calories in his!
Then coconut shrimp at lunch ... seriously? .. deep fried coconut soaked yumminess!
No stopping now .. chocolate animal crackers ... who thought of that? ... let's keep rolling (something I should be doing any time now..)
Dinner: delicious bread with cinnamon butter from Texas Roadhouse .. and baked sweet potato.. with butter, brown sugar and cinnamon ..hey.. the intentions were there.
The grand finale .. coffee ice cream with oreo cookies ... this girl doesn't do milk or excessive dairy because of lactose reaction ...
help me! I'm gross!
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Sunday's Questions
Jan. 18 - What was peaceful about today? The conversations with my manager .. she is awesome.
Jan. 19 - List three foods you ate today. I think I should invest in Kellogg Special K .. plus roasted veggies.
Jan. 20 - Are you holding a grudge? About? This is a trick questions .. I believe that holding a grudge is energy that is being wasted, like feeling regret. If you hold a grudge, do something about it.. what was your accountability factor? How much are you letting it stay a grudge, and why is it a grudge?
Jan. 21 - What are you looking forward to? pull up a chair ..the list is long .. I look forward to the day when I can look my ex in the eye and tell him to shove a stick up his self-righteous @ss. (ohhh am I holding a grudge? hmm)
I look forward to being making the money my manager seems to think I'll be making by the end of the year.
I look forward to meeting the man who will be whole, content and happy.
Jan. 22 - Are you seeking security or adventure? With the all the changes that have occurred in 2012, I almost believe that I am seeking security through my adventures with my new job and new goals!
Is it Monday yet?
Let's just say, never a dull moment when you live with teenagers .. especially the female kind. I won't go into the details, but I'll give you tantalizing tid-bits : police, a sleepless night and being called a 'hoe' and of course, told I'm crazy (NOT by the teenage girl!).
Thank goodness for:
Long runs and loud music
Netflix and Downton Abbey
Football!
Survival happened without chocolate and very little wine ... Silly me! I must be getting old!
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Thursday 13 - 13 Things I don't want to live without
13 Things I
1. My first cup of coffee of the morning - preferably in bed!
2. Concealer for the dark circles under my eyes .. i don't think it really works, but hey, I'll keep trying!
3. My 2006 Chevy Avalanche truck
4. My kayak - as it sits in a quiet garage
5. Although you would not know this .. my Canon rebel .. let me blow off the dust
6. My running gear - this includes my running shoes and ipod
7. My gym membership only because it's so d@mn cold outside!
8. Poland Spring water in the sport bottle with a half packet of grape flavor - 3 bottles a day, keeps the skin looking young .. right??
9. Pizza stone - for baking cookies to roasting vegetables
10. Believing
11. my tremendous teenagers
12. my heels
13. my toothbrush
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
More Questions of the Day ..
Jan.13 - Where do you want to travel next? I'd like to go to a tropical island with a beautiful beach and a cabana boy! Which reminds me .. I wouldn't mind becoming an employee for Kenny Chesney .. he owns a big boat with an island .. (or is that an island with a big boat?). He tours six months and then goes to his island for the other six months .. I could get used to that life.
Jan. 14 - Are you a leader or a follower? I think I'm a follower .. it's part of the server character. ... I think!
Although I'm not afraid to try something new .. I will speak up, eventually! ... hmm, maybe I need some time with this question!
Jan. 15 - On a scale of one to ten, how was your lunch today? We had brunch.. quicheless quiche, and pumpkin muffins .. my bestest friend joined us!
Jan. 16 - Do you owe someone money? Does someone owe you? I owe, I owe ... off to work I go! Then I have an ex who owes me a whole lot of STUFF!
Jan. 17 - What's the oldest thing you're wearing today? My work clothes are new .. but my running stuff .. I would think that the running skirt is four and a half years old .. wow! where did the time go?!
| Mexico Moments ... |
Friday, January 13, 2012
Friday Fill - Ins
And...here we go!
1. When I looked out the window this morning _i let out a big sigh, it's below freezing, there's white stuff on the ground .. I want to go away and lay on the beach with a good book, and a big glass of adult beverage and a cabana boy to be ready for my every need!____.
2. _Love__ doesn't make sense to me.
3. Remind me _again why things happen for a reason__.
4. _Kayaking_ is something I love to do!
5. TP is _what I use as abbreviation for toilet paper on my grocery list__.
6. I cleaned the refrigerator recently and I found _fresh rosemary I had bought to mix in with my sweet potatoes__.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to _a big glass of red wine__, tomorrow my plans include _a long run at the gym, a transfer run, and looking at Financial Aid stuff for college bound teenage son__ and Sunday, I want to _relax, clean and probably go to the runner's banquet event__!
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Game night!
What is your favorite accessory?
No doubt my shoes! But I have to choose one pair of shoes .. I would have to pick my red shoes.. or maybe my cougar shoes .. Ohh… too much pressure! I haven’t taken a picture yet .. but I will!
What a great evening … came home from work, cooked dinner .. then played games with my kids .. imagine that! My teenagers wanted to hang around and play Mexican Train and Seven of Diamonds … Lots of M&M’s, and for me some wine … what fun!
Thursday 13
So today I'll make a list of the top 13 songs I am playing on my ipod when I am at the gym. I go through more than 13 songs .. but these are the ones that I make sure I listen to at least once .. and not necessarily in this order:
1. Lady - Kenny Rogers "In my eyes I see no one else but you"
2. Waiting Outside the Lines - Greyson Chance "you'll never enjoy the show, living inside the box"
3. Fool in the Rain - O.A.R - "I'll run in the rain till I'm breathless"
4. Ants Marching - Dave Matthews
5. Give Me Everything - Pittbull "Grab somebody sexy, tell them 'hey..' "
6. Baggage Claim - Miranda Lambert "I've been draggin' around your sensitive ego .."
7. I'm Your Man - Wham! "If you want to do it, do it right"
8. Medley - Stars on 45 "Listen, do you want to know a secret?"
9. Vox Humana - Kenny Loggins
10. If I Die Young - The Band Perry "send me away with the words of a love song"
11. Rolling In the Deep - Adele "We could have had it all"
12. Broken - Seether "I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh"
13. Love on Top - Beyonce "Every time you touch me, I just melt away"
Wow .. just read my list .. I think I need to start over with my music .. sounds too much like a theme!!
Happy Thursday!
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Another day gone by ..
Today you lost _another day of your life. The longer you hesitate and feel depressed, the more time you waste not enjoying the really good life you have. You are healthy and strong, you have wonderful family and friends around you, you have a great job that you absolutely enjoy to the fullest. You are extremely well respected, everyone around you loves and enjoys your company. You don't have a need for anything, and all you can do is sit on a fence. Get out of your own way; start enjoying the good life that you have, start living... be happy.__
Things I wish I could say out loud to a certain somebody.
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Inspirations
Write down something that inspired you today.
Hmmm.. inspired .. today I drove my teenage girl to school (mind you, we live two blocks from the school ..) and then went to the gym. Today is officially the last day of my non-employment status, so I wanted the gym to be a good, long session. I did my stretching without any of the emotional breakdowns (phew!), and got on the treadmill … and oh yes .. I ran 7 miles!! What’s even better.. (for me!) I ran it with a awesome pace of 8:45/mile … somewhere in this run I found my inspiration – I didn’t set out to run 7, and knowing I was pacing under 9 minutes .. oh baby!!! The run has inspired me to look for a half marathon .. there’s one in March, running through three different states .. Maine, New Hampshire and ending in Massachusetts .. how cool is that?! I’m contemplating it – it’s been 20 years since I have done a half marathon .. maybe it’s time since its 2012; my year.
A new prince charming?
Monday, January 9, 2012
On the Nine
It's what I am doing today, on the 9th of the month:
Listening to my teenage girl laugh as she watches Family Guy
Loving the idea that I have new clothes for work, loving that the holidays are over and the days are getting longer.
Thinking about the rumbling of my belly .. I guess eating a whole bag of Trader Joe's trail mix, combined with a cup of hot chocolate with a strong shot of coffee wasn't the best snack to eat!
Wanting to stay on track with my modified clean eating so that I can keep my weight in check... wanting to skip a couple of months so that I can see in the future .. but NOT wanting to always allow time to pass by too fast.
Needing to take my own advise and not allow life to pass me by. I find myself counting time away instead of living in the moment.
A Typical Day?
Was today typical? Why or Why not?
Today was definitely not a typical day for me. I started the day going to the gym .. during my start up stretching I always listen to my "cool-down" playlist and Kenny Rogers sang "Lady" in my ears. For some reason I completely lost it. Well, I shouldn't say for 'some reason' .. there is reason .. whether it's a good reason needs to be determined .. the relationship I was in ended promptly (again) last night. Oddly enough if you have followed my blog (and also my old blog Wait4thenews), you'll find that this is a normal occurrence!! Except this time I need to be more angry at myself .. you'd think by now I would learn. It's difficult when the man is so damn sexy and that I consider him the love of my life. Once again he is in need to figure out life .. each time he does this, he contacts me within weeks and wants to try again .. the last attempt was this past summer .. and five months later, I sit still again. Shame on me, I won't sit still this time! (and I won't pick up the phone!!)
So, back to my A-Typical day .. after the gym I decided to go to the mall. I had word today that I am starting my new job on Wednesday .. and with a new job comes.. new clothes! So.. I had a great sales lady help and together with her, I managed to spend $400.00 on work clothes .. it was so much fun! ..NOT! Actually, it was a little stressful! I could have waited a month or so until I was truly getting a pay check .. but sometimes you need to just live a little!!! I'm finally getting comfortable with my sense of fashion .. it's taken a long time, so I did enjoy trying the different outfits. I purposely went outside my box .. and hopefully we did okay!!
Happy Typical Day!
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Questions and Answer A Day
I'm going to try and post one question per day to get motivated to write again .. for tonight I will post all eight questions to catch up for the new year. Here it goes:
January 1 : What is your mission? To have a successful year .. new career - I want to be financially strong. I hope to start a new job this week .. if I succeed, I can do well for me and the teenagers .. if I fail, then all i can do is get out and look for something else, but at least I am in the field.
January 2 : Can people change? I don't think people can change .. I think people can grow and have new perspective on life and living, but their core doesn't change. For some it means that they need to work at their change, and it will be a battle forever.
January 3 : What are you reading right now? I had started a Nicholas Sparks book in the summer .. think I need to start over since I don't remember it. Now that I am single again, I may have plenty of time again!
January 4 : The best part of today? I was able to get into a tanning bed without any appointments .. not planned .. had 20 minutes to kill .. it was heaven! (i know.. not healthy.. but i wanted the sunshine feeling!)
January 5 : What was the last restaurant you went to? of course Miguel's .. they only have the best deep fried ice cream!
January 6 : Today was tough because __We're back with relationship issues .. AND I am without income. I hope both will be considered temporarily .. only time will tell!____
January 7 : You are lucky; how so or not? I am lucky.. i have two beautiful and healthy teenagers, and I am healthy and able to move around.
January 8 : What song is stuck in your head? for the first time I don't have a song stuck in my head! If i had to choose one, I think it would be "Wandering Stranger" by Lionel Ritchie. It always seems to be a comfort song for when I am feeling a little blah.
Friday, January 6, 2012
Friday Fill-Ins
It’s been a super long time! Here we go … for more info visit Friday Fill-In:
1. Discussions _with my teenage girl can be so challenging .. she needs to be a lawyer____.
2. _I don’t like saying__ goodbye. (unless we’re talking winter)
3. I think it's time _to say goodbye to winter and hello to summer despite the fact that we’re only in January____.
4. _Thoughts of a glass of wine, in a kayak__ puts a smile on my face.
5. Maybe sometime _in the near future, I will finally know what it feels like to have extra money EVERY month____.
6. _Seeing my kids happy__ gives me strength.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to _thinking of new furniture____, tomorrow my plans include _going to the gym and going to Boston to watch UMaine play at Fenway (how cool!)____ and Sunday, I want to _recover from Saturday____!
Happy weekend!
2012 …A brand new year
1. What did you do in 2011 that you’d never done before? actually took a beach vacation
2. Did you keep your New Year’s resolutions and will you make more for next year? I didn’t make a New Year’s resolution .. I did make one for this year; simply to build a home, from the inside
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Not that I am aware of!
4. Did anyone close to you die? No, thank goodness not.
5. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011? pay attention to my needs
6. What countries did you visit? Mexico … does Las Vegas count?
7. What date from 2011 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? It’s silly .. Aug 10 because I was asked to be exclusive. Yet there are other dates … Dec 7 .. I was fired from my job; a blessing in disguise
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Keeping somewhat sane with two teenagers!
9. What was your biggest failure? see question 7
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? thank goodness not .. still battling an old running injury
11. What was the best thing you bought? my Miele vacuum cleaner … love, love, love it!
12. Where did most of your money go? rent, gas and bills
14. What song will always remind you of 2011? Give Me Everything by Pittbull
15. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? I think happier … not really sure
ii. thinner or fatter? at this actual point, thinner .. I accidentally lost 10 lbs. in December due to stress! But that won’t last
iii. richer or poorer? financially poorer! Loss of a job will do that to you!
16. What do you wish you’d done more of? spend more time at home
17. What do you wish you’d done less of? spend time wishing and wondering
18. Did you fall in love in 2011? I think I tried
19. How many one-night stands? Absolutely NONE!
20. What was your favorite TV program? Not too big of a TV watcher .. but am happy Football is back, despite Peyton’s MIA
21. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? I am not a hater
22. What was the best book you read? I read two .. but couldn’t tell you the names anymore!
23. What was your greatest musical discovery? … I switch monthly! I will like Give Me Everything .. “grab somebody sexy ..” great dancing song
24. What did you want and get? On Dec 23 I got a job offer that I wanted to allow me a new career
25. What was your favorite film of this year? I finally watched Bridesmaid … GREAT
26. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I turned 45 .. and really.. don’t remember what I did for my birthday .. is that a sign that I am older? The kids and I went to Miguel’s ..
27. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Personal strength .. I don’t think I stand up for myself like I should
28. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2011? Okay, let’s explain this question .. I’m confused!
29. What kept you sane? Running, Kayaking, wine and pretzel M&M’s (not necessarily in that order!)
30. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011: That trust factor keeps rearing it’s ugly head!
31. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
“Me not working hard? Yeah, right, picture that with a Kodak …
Took my life from negative to positive and I want y’all to know that
And tonight, let’s enjoy life …
Tonight I will love, love you tonight
Give me everything tonight, for all we know we might not get tomorrow
Grab somebody sexy, tell ‘em hey Give me Everything tonight!”
Here’s to a great new year!

